{"product_id":"until-you-9780451477118","title":"Until You","description":"\u003cb\u003eFrom BookTok sensation and \u003ci\u003eNew York Times \u003c\/i\u003ebestselling author Penelope Douglas comes a riveting companion novel to \u003ci\u003eBully. \u003c\/i\u003eThis is Jared's story.... \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHave you ever been so angry that hitting things felt good? Or numb to all emotions? The past few years have been like that for me. Traveling between fury and indifference with no stops in between. Some people hate me for it, while others are scared of me. But none of them can hurt me, because I don't care about anything or anyone. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eExcept Tatum. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI love her so much that I hate her. I hate that I can't let her go. We used to be friends, but I found out that I couldn't trust her--or anyone else. So I hurt her. I pushed her away. But I still need her. She centers me. Engaging her, challenging her, pushing her--it's the one last part of me that feels anything anymore. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut then she went and screwed everything up. She left for a year and came back a different girl. Now, when I push, she pushes back...and I'm not sure either one of us will ever be the same.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAbout the Author\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePenelope Douglas\u003c\/b\u003e is a \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eUSA Today\u003c\/i\u003e, and \u003ci\u003eWall Street Journal\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author. Their books have been translated into twenty languages and include The Fall Away Series, The Hellbent Series, The Devil's Night Series, and the stand-alones, \u003ci\u003eMisconduct\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003ePunk 57\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eBirthday Girl\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eCredence\u003c\/i\u003e, and \u003ci\u003eTryst Six Venom\u003c\/i\u003e. They live in New England with their husband and daughter.\u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Berkley Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":50583479845138,"sku":"9780451477118","price":12.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0831\/4771\/8930\/files\/img_725021f4-f5e1-4780-a0b8-98aa546cd63e.jpg?v=1732029129","url":"https:\/\/surprise-castle.myshopify.com\/products\/until-you-9780451477118","provider":"Surprise Castle","version":"1.0","type":"link"}