{"product_id":"god-i-forgive-you-9781943496143","title":"God, I Forgive you","description":"\u003cp\u003eHow can someone forgive a sinless God?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShanda Miller's early life was molded by fear, abuse, and hatred. She witnessed her mother being abused over and over again until one night in the summer of 1984 when her mother was shot and left for dead. Everything Shanda knew about God and had heard in the church seemed like a lie as each year passed with more abuse and disappointment.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLosing her father, her mentor, and herself was all it took to be angry with a God who she always heard was loving and generous. After a lifetime of loss, she set out on a journey to find out who she was meant to be. She faced many obstacles while looking for a still-faced, angry God through the lens of the wreckage of her life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShanda candidly tells her side of the story where anger meets forgiveness on the proverbial road of life. Through the innocent eyes of a seven-year-old girl to the cold, lifeless woman who walked the same dreaded boulevard of broken dreams and broken promises that had haunted generations of mothers before her, Shanda reveals how the fear and hatred molded her, but God's love broke that mold. Her anger at God for the lifetime of abuse fell away and the barriers blocking her from finding the real God crumbled around her the day she boldly said, \"God, I forgive You.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAbout the Author\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eMiller, Shanda:\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e - Nexlevel Design, LLC www.nexleveldesign.com","brand":"Total Fusion Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":50651285651730,"sku":"9781943496143","price":10.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0831\/4771\/8930\/files\/img_fd311b7b-a494-4709-b603-1ddcf0ea6b0d.jpg?v=1737247961","url":"https:\/\/surprise-castle.myshopify.com\/products\/god-i-forgive-you-9781943496143","provider":"Surprise Castle","version":"1.0","type":"link"}